lights please...

you look forward to waking up knowing the sun will shine and the "good morning" will make you feel ready for the day. well not you, that was me. i over reacted to this fool having a gf making me think we had a summer when indeed im only mad at myself, for putting everyone else on hold as if we were on the same campus, i figured it was only fair to give him most instead of some this time around but we were on opposite ends of the polar.i cant help being the good girl, gullible and leniant on youth being the excuse but its elementary and basic principles we were raised on...you have no excuse, im doing something wrong clearly. theres no more scrubs daydreams to snap out of, no more BBM's...i could tell something was different but just as i always do i held onto the trust i put into his words, im not mad just disappointed and i really did over react but it feels good to be right. wait no, how can i feel good being right when there's noone left?...itchy scalp, empty notebook, baggy eyes and family matters is on. this is definitely goodnight. LIGHTS PLEASE

im not suuuuure any more more who is knocking on my door door...i dont wanna say goodbyeeee to you, so i'll just say goodnight.